April was my golden, blooming month. I turned 33 on the 3rd and released my first book on the 14th.
May was my month of maturity. Emphasis on maturity. I had no choice but to interact closely with people that I don't see it for AT ALL. Being that I physically have a difficult time acting as though I'm okay with the situation or person when I'm not, this definitely brought me out of my comfort zone. On the other hand in the month of May I also disconnected myself from a few people and ended relationships that were no longer healthy or servicing me.
And now we're in June. The beginning of a new season in many aspects for me. There's
so many things that are going to be taking place this month that it's important
for me to pull away from everything that requires more than I have to offer
right now to rest and resolve within myself.
I've been paying a lot more attention to my body and I'm finding that I am more irritable than usual with people and myself. I've caught myself being distracted by matters that have absolutely nothing to do with the woman I am or becoming. Not to mention that I have a horrible habit of entertaining toxicity and also giving off that same energy. And I hate that! I hate that I haven't mastered my own energy yet. As a creative( I'm literally cringing..yall know how I feel about titles lol) my emotions are always on one hundred and my mind and heart get effected more deeply than the average person so it's important for me to check myself before reality does. Social media can be such a tricky place that if you're not careful you can lose yourself trying to help people discover who they are. I've decided that for the remainder of this month I'm taking some time to be selfish enough to be generous towards my soul.
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